the most intense dreams are coming in, between my ears; and all i do is sleep.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
every year i change, and i cannot wait for this one to start. i have purged 99% of negative head demons in the purely dysfunctional holmdel residence. i'm glad i can leave my mess here and go to my home renewed. i have until the 1st to get myself ordered. i put aside january's rent and it's going to be really tight until the semester starts. i have a lot of reading to do & weight to lose so i'm sure i won't even notice the small pockets of the month. my dad got my jung's redbook for a belated birthday present; i'm absorded.
he told me he's trying out his beard trimmer, i'm extremely nervous. fur? my grandma wants me to come to cluj. adria's playlist has miss tk & the revenge? i didn't see my mom since the 23rd? my mom finally came back from ac and tried to put liquor in my jasmine tea? the i watched gummo with adria? everything is in an illogical blender of a world.
Sunday, December 20, 2009
but i keep checking to see if my professor emailed me back; an incomplete in biochem is giving me nightmares every time i doze off. i was supposed to go to lauren's birthday dinner, hopefully cate will give her my wishes. davey's only eating out of my hand and its getting annoying, but at least that makes one of us. moon pix has been on repeat for over 24 hours. being sick is the worst, i have nothing to do but feel bad i'm not being productive. cate, laura visit me.
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Friday, December 18, 2009
Monday, December 14, 2009
he spoke, i listened. i spoke a lot more and simultaneously googled up kupffer cells and other cellular players. next dog: kupffer the scruffpup. he will not look like this:
but maybe he will phagocytize weaker animals in my next apartment (the liver). this is exam is going to play out like candyland.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
studying is the only thing i should have/will be from now on be doing instead of enjoying all the greatest group of friends. almost all of everyones christmas presents have come in, so i can focus for a few more days. jillian gave me the best compliments about this one.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
if you could only see the beast you made of me
i held it in but now it seems you set it running
screaming in the dark, i hunt when we're apart
drag my teeth across your chest to taste your beating heart
my fingers claw your skin, try to tempt my way in
you are the moon that breaks the night for which i have to howl
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
protein shakes are more time efficient in this stress war with due dates. my mother figured this out and i am oh so thankful. i'm probably going to put on some more weight but! i feel full all day, no acid reflux and it's a soy/pea/rice blend of vegetable protein flavored like chai equalling deliciously cozy warms. did i mention i microwave it for 2 minutes? it creates a foamy top. seven minutes past my walk to the bus. my car has been making funny noises.
Friday, December 4, 2009
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
december 1st has the ball rolling: new boots, fresh laundry, antibiotics & inhalers, christmas cards, signed into a new kaplan program 1.03.10 with new mcat date 4.17.10, 3/4 christmas shopping done & out of my mailbox into my closet, rent mailed, letter mailed to 19146, netflix lost, a bag of oranges, and mucho concentration.
O! and sunday, i saw mr.fantastic fox with my little russian snowflake and my baltimore favorites.
and this is cate:
+three weeks, i'm going to be that happiest pup. design*sponge fanasties will do 'til then. now back to oxidative phosphorylation, tea and real life.