gnileefysuolysuolysyoly, and it looks like seriously.
or eel or oily, leefy, which sounds like flighty,
which again i know i am.
but i concentrate on the grim tank, cutting board,
evaporation, dry to the point of dissociation,
an even grimmer winter, and serious.
i remind myself that i l--- winter,
but again i cannot bare to handle that word
but bare, it has the wishing for bear.
impossible association because i am still institutionalized,
it looks and feels like a lousy, oily eel without a leaf
and its serious.
but again in clarification, an eel is not
deep fried and slice for the appetite.
an eel is found in the korean supermarket
as opposing the bowl of mudskippers,
both are dying,
in stark contrast, its the eel though.
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